Another weekend and it's the same mess

Not sure what did I do this time or rather did not do. Again SHE's in a bad mood. She's made this her habit to be like this every weekend to screw it. Wish I could leave. Am I a coward for not leaving ? Am I hiding behind the excuse of my kids future for not leaving? Am I simply someone who has no self-respect left? Am I really so pathetic?

I am guessing is it because I asked to not be a brand ambassador of some crypto app which she fwded to Ekjot's friend as HER brother had asked her to install.

Must have been really bad in my past life. Mom always blamed me for everything. SHE now blames me for everything. SHE wants me to dance to her tunes. Left my parents as SHE had made my life a hell. Bedi screwed me financially. No relative or friend whom I can tell and empty out my heart.