Another weekend and back to same..

This time its marriage reception of J's sister's son/daughter. I fail to understand why we should go. We've already gone once to two of their sister's son/daughters marriage. Why does D have to interfere in our home? I fail to understand why SHE gives more importance to D than me. It makes no sense why we have to go. 

Last time when it was the engagement, SHE went and stayed at their house to provide security. Not once but twice. Inspite of my strong opposition. And she said becasue J took me to doc when I had fractured my wrist. Does it mean we always live by and under them? Our house has to work basis how D says. What has changed this time that security is not needed?

Why do we have to follow what D says? Can I never have my own say? Will it end with my death?

Alas only if my MOM was alive. S assumes that my majboori is my kamzori. But then every one has a thresh-hold value and mine was breached long time back. I have repeatedly said I am just staying here because of my half intelligent dad and that kids of divorced parents have a very difficult time.